I'm a stranger

I'm stranger
for my own
for myself

I read all the post i've ever written
seems losing me
dont know at all bout the condition

its just true
i'm gonna be stranger
at all
when i decide to come home
after the darkness being my partner in these last year

i read all colourful smile here
i read positive spirit here
i read my dreamy girl here
i read my lovefull here
but now..
just nothing!!

i'm a dying stranger..
please give me some pill to make me conscious
and aware of everything

no more crying...
i need my previous me...

can i back?